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kesayangan mummy and daddy..

name diberi snowie(noe2)
kegemaran mkn, tido, yak,,(hachem giler bau..)
kawan baik beliau, cik lipas and cik mut..
teman mummy tdo selalu
selalu kejut mummy bgn semayang...
sedikit sombong..takde bf (sbb beliau gemuk sgt n garang..grr.)
muah!!syg sgt dia..muah3x

--h.e.l.p.4 my pity s.i.s.t.a--

5 Simple Get Boyfriend Back Tips
It is not easy to get boyfriend back after a breakup. But, there are a couple of tips for you to follow to get him back. So many women fail to get your boyfriend back, but it not really your fault.
You were never taught how to handle a breakup when you first started dating. And much less how to get him back after a breakup. It was something you had to learn from experience. But if you want to know how to get ex boyfriend back, then the next 5 simple tips should help:
1 - Straighten up:
The first step to get him back is to straighten things out in your head. Get rid of all negative thoughts and stop feeling sorry for yourself. You must be willing to be strong.
Try prevent your emotion and depression from keeping you down. You can’t think clearly and achieve your goals if you are overrun with emotion. And negative thoughts and emotions can lead to destructive behavior.
2 - Focus on the present:
You need to accept the breakup. All the wishing in the world is not going to take you back in time and change what happened. If you want to know how to get your boyfriend back, you need to stop your mind from wandering into the past.
Rather, you should focus on what is going on now. If you know the relationship was not perfect, then you are off to a good start in laying the foundation to get boyfriend back. Just remember, you are probably glossing over what happened in the past, eliminating all the bad memories. And the relationship did not go bad in a day. It happened over time, so it will take time to fix it.
3 - Leave him alone!
Never pester your ex boyfriend. Guys hate it when girls become obsessive about them. Especially ex boyfriends. You may wan to be close to him, to hear his voice or see his face, but if you really want him back, you need to leave him alone for a while.
Do not harass him with text messages, phone calls and emails, or go where he hangs out. Rather give him time to realize he may made a mistake by breaking up with you. You may actually miss you. So if you blow it by trying to contact him, you may have a harder time getting him back.
4 - Become desirable:
When you look good on the outside you start to feel good on the inside. So try get some new clothes, new make up, and even a new hairstyle. If you have put on some weight, then now is a good time to start exercising and eating healthily.
By getting back in shape and looking hot again, you will become more confident and happy. This projects out to others and they will want to be around you more. You will become desirable to men, including your ex, and will be well on your way to get boyfriend back.
5 - Take your time:
By following steps 1 to 4, your ex boyfriend will most probably try to contact you. Just imagine his face when he sees the new, happy you in step 4! He will most likely apologize for breaking up with you. At this stage, you need to take things slow and keep physical contact to a minimum, before trying to rush in and get your boyfriend back.
Seeing you at your most confident and best will attract him to you, so if you limit physical contact, it will drive him crazy for you. As they say, men want what they can’t have. This will help prevent you from jumping back into the relationship just to be dumped again a month later.
These tips to get boyfriend back may not be easy for you to do at first. You may feel like giving in and calling him, but the more you resist the temptation the better. Just follow these tips as closely as you can and you will have a good chance in getting your boyfriend back.
These tips are a great start to get ex boyfriend back, but there is more to it than this. For a complete, step-by-step plan to get back your boyfriend, I highly recommend you try out the Magic Of Making Up. It is a down to earth guide, that has helped thousands of lucky ladies get their men back. The best part about the Magic Of Making Up is that once you get him back, the chemistry will be flowing like crazy again, and your relationship will be likely to last this time.

**my soul**

Waiting…

17th feb 2008

Dear… it almost 3hours waiting like no where
Not used with the poison inside.
It killing me tenderly softly
Search for the remedies to get cure
Wish not to get curse. Not to get hurt
Inside indeed is gently…need to pretend to get survive
Otherwise the different side was so bless but it is criminal that cruel
Waiting for killing and hunger for blood
Everything has their own ways to survive and brake out the problem
No doctors was certificate for it
Like in the Oprah winfrey show said..
There is no thing that cost a smile
No paid need for a laugh
And should thank god for that


When the time you smile you’ll laugh..is it true?
Sincerity of life…is it so hard to get?
There is no eye of angel leading you…
Are you dare to cry…shouting as a crazy child
Gambling for life…?
When you smile does it comes from heart?
Bite your lips, cross your finger…
It is not like licking finger feeling good..
It is just life that is not so fair but fairness enough to leave……..

zaman radio kotak...

mase mate aku layu2 kene angin tepi pntai time aku ngulor tadi(heheheh..)tibe2 aku terkenang zmn2 dolu2(akibat dari tekanan idup org dewasa tuntutan nafkah,nafkah dunia,nafkah akhirat..dan termasuk la nafkah batiniah...uhuk!!uhuk!!)

kan best...kalu aku dpt turn back time, sure nyer aku jnji belajar rajin2..(takpelah tak dpt ikut bapak aku ngorat awek jual goreng pisang dan disbbkan itu, aku di beri rasuah eskrim malaysia milo 2!!)..bior la tak tido puas pun..sudah semestinya aku akan bgn pagi2 before mak aku bgn lagi..sebelum imam masjid ngaji lagi aku dah siap2 paki baju uniform sekolah..(tinggal paki stokin aje)....kalu la aku tau akibatnyer...

dan semesti kopem2 aku akn giler kuase kat sekolah..nak jadi koperal dlm kadet polis, nak jd ketua pengawas yg seangkatan dgn kuli terhormat, nak jadi ketua pustakawati, nak jadi ketua kelab pencinta alam,supaya aku dpt lukis mural aper2 yg aku suker kat dinding sekolah, dpt bele ikan kat kolam sekolah..kompem2 aku letak segala mcm ikan yg mahal2..bior..rasakan..baru jadi sekolah aqua..huhuhuhu...pastinye aku akan dikenali segala ceruk akibat ketamakan n kegilaan kuasa aku...aku suke ehheheh..aku nak kumpol sijil berlambak2..

tapi aperkan daya...sume tu dolu2...skang ni..ni hah...jadi la ko gni ayu...time la seadanyer...
dtg keje pg...masuk opis..yg bermusim..kdg2 sejuk,kdg2 panas,kdg2 mcm gurun...masuk la mangadap muker student(oh luper sekarang ni aku terperangkap mjadi tnga pengajar) hadoi..hadoi..inikah idup??inikah kojer... takde ker keje yg best??yg same taraf bestnyer cam jadi sailormoon ker(dgn kose bulan akan mghukum mu!!;p) erm..keje apekah yg best agaknyer yer....erm..bg aku pikiaq dolu.. sat g..aku sambung mengarut..

bunga chenta lestari

tengahari yg terik...ya ampun..panasnya sinaran matahari aku rase cm parabola api atas paler hotak aku... (ya allah cam ni kat pdg masyar? matahari sejengkal dari kepala..) la ni..takde dah sempatnyer aku nak kontrol2 muker lawa..abis sepet dah mater aku kecik kan(oleh kerna faktor lembayung yg sngt menyengat..terbayang aku muker cikgu fizik aku dulu..;p huh gerun!!)

aku otw g amik bf aku nak lunch...sesampainyer di situ aku tgok berpeloh2 bf aku bekerja..dlm ati, aku kagum tgk dia..(ntah aper yg mengagumkan aku, aku pun tak pasti..yg pasti bf aku makin boyak..kulit makin arang manis...) makin syg lak aku kat dia..(Cess incase dia terbace..kene bg ayat amik ati sikit..ehheheh)i lap u pa..ewah!;p

mase mkn kat kedai mkn kat tjg lumpur, time aku ngah mkn paru(organ lembu yg aku panggil paru2)aku dgr sore org nyanyi sayup2..aku toleh..ler bf aku nyanyi..walaupun tak senyaring penyanyi tu..tapi gemersik sore dia..chait..sugguh menyenakkan ulu ati aku menyebabkan penkress aku menjentik2 nak tawe terbahak2..tpi utk menjage usus perut, urat saraf bf aku..aku senyum sambil berkate

''u nyanyi ker pa''(sopan santun sekali bunyi nya...;)) sambil tersenyum habis manis...

dia lak malu..senyum 2 kucing..chait!!!

oh bunga....
dimana kini kau berada..
jgn tinggalkan aku sendiri...
dalam kesorangan.....

lagu bunga cinta lestari..erm sedap gak lagu ni...(muler2 aku dgr aku ingt iwan dangdut dah tukar genre lagu..) biler sampai part chorus lagu tu..huiiiiiiiiii!!! tinggi giler... tgh kusyuk2 aku menelaah lagu tu..tibe2 bf aku bersore..kalu boleh i nak request black nyanyi lagu ni...
aku mnganguk ..ternyata..mmg bf aku begitu in dgn lagu tu...


aku terus teringat interbieu artis b4 AJL lgsung mlm tadi..

pengacara; dgr citer black besar kepala tak byk abis kan masa berlatih utk AJL..

sian lak aku tgk black tu..teragak2 dia menjawab..tersenyum suntil..huhuhu

bf aku kater..kalu dia la dia jdi black.. dia jawab.. cube tgk sikit kepaler sayer ni mmbesar ker...??

dan ternyata black mmg khelass biler dia mng satu kategori...sore vokal mantap(Ramai la yg tersentap akibat sound2 black)..tak silap aku..
hah...HAMIK KO!! bior pun black main bola time penyanyi2 lain pecah pembuluh darah tarik sore ..sbb nak maintain nyanyi..tamo terkeluar sore sempit..ternyata..dia ader gak practis secara misteri...aku pun kureng pasti ler guane dia praktis..yg pasti..kalu penataan chya tak baik time AJL..SURE kompem black nak nyanyi time duduk or mase mkn popcorn..org tak pasan nyer..aku gerenti...(sbb warna kulit black sgt sempadan dgn name beliau..n juga sgt in dgn suasana malap..make terselah lah gigi beliau yg digosok ari2 mengunakan colgate..tinggi florida n mint..nafas tidak berbau lagi...) black..black..ehhehhe..nway congrats!!

Kak Pah Nyanyi lagu 'isabella'

smlm aku balik time2 ngah jem gegiler....dah la nak melintas jln mcm nak melintas siraturmustaqim...giler berpeloh berwap ketiak aku..(siap tersejat..ko boleh byang betaper bohsan nak melintas jln dpn opis ni...) tu satu hal..pastu nak kuar kete pun masya ampun....satu keje...dlm keadaan pemejalwapan aku dlm kete tu..aku dgor ler era...tajuk''aper yg korang nampak tapi org lain tak nampak dlm AJL'' ADER la satu caller tu call...

demikian beliau berkata..

naper wick amy search cam rambut sharifah aini??

secara waras n berkaliber nyer aku tergelak skan..cess..aku boleh bayang betapa seram nyer keaadaan kak pah head banging....adui..mau bergegar...huhuhuhu...

cube korang imagine(gune rem 2G..) kak pah nyanyi lagu isabella versi irama padang pasir..mau amy search terus tumbuh rambut subur..

nway aku bukan la boikot sesaper..aku suke jer kak pah...suare dia evergreen beb..amy..yg tu aku adore giler... aku penah la try karaoke nyanyi lagu isabella..fantasia bulan madu..pegh!!! cam nak terkeluar anak tekak...urat leher aku cam nak potoz(peluh jntan,pondan,segala mahluk kuar)..giler ketang!!tinggi siot...(ker sebenarnya aku hanya layak nyanyi lag yg stock berckp dlm melody cam lagu juliana banos..huhuhuhu) mungkin vibreto sore aku layak lagu lain kot...;p
gua sallute lu la bro...

SERAM y serem

SERAM yang serem..

pagi tadi aku bgn..huargh!!saat2 aku ngah best2 layan time mengeliat(korang dpt byg tak nikmat dia...cam dpt mkn cendol time panass2 terik) keceper!!! aku dgr bunyi pnggan kat dapur jatuh..aku tercengang terkejut tapir aku...maunyer tak terkejut saper jer yg ader kat umah...(aku rase aku sorang jer)aku tak keluar pun dari bilik..puas aku thn kencing..nak bengkok kan lutut pun aku rase seriau..dlm senok2 aku thn nak kencing tu..aku terpus-pus (kent*t) diam2(dlm selimut) pehhh!! aku terus bgun dari katil skang aku baru tau..keadaan yg seram tu dah jadi suam2 kuku biler dibandingkan dgn bau pus-pus aku time pagi..(aku rase aku patot letak title atas ni bau yg serem) mesti ada dlm kalangan korang yg pernah mengalami situasi seram....cam kawan aku dia nampak awek jenglot tgh kemban kat tepi sgai pekan, kuntil anak ngah bg anak dia minum dutchlady ker...so aku terus dpt idea ni nak mengarut...SERAM BILA....,TAPI LAGI SEREM BILA...1. MMG SERAM BILA...aku terpaksa balik kelas mlm lalu ikut lorong yang sunyi dan sepi...TP LAGI SEREM bile aku dpt tau laki (wanabe..jeng.jeng..jeng..) selalu tersalah anto mesej kat bapok tepi lorong yg sunyi tu....

2. MMG SERAM BILA..perangai bf korang tiba-tiba berubah dan meracau tak tentu hala (meracau cam terpanggil name org lain ker..pmpuan lak tu..binaw*) TP LG SEREM bile..pakwe korang buat2 ilang ingatan time ajak balik umah bincang hal kawin dgn mak ayah...

3. MMG SERAM BILA..terserempak dgn lembaga putih masa nak mandi dlm umah sendri..TP LG SEREM bile..lembaga putih tu sebenarnyer laki korang yg dah boroi (dulu badan kental mcm fahrin)pakai baju pagoda sampaikan korang pun dah tak perasan yg tu hantu ker suami korang..(Aiyak!!)

4. MMG SERAM BILA...terdengar suare org ngah menyanyi mendayu2 mlm2 buta..TP LG SEREM bile suare tu suare ayah korang azan kat tepi telinga korang(sbb kejut bgn sembahyan subuh...bukannyer doa korang mati cepat..bakar iblis setan yg bua korang tak nak bgn sembahyang subuh katernyer...)