**my soul**

Waiting…

17th feb 2008

Dear… it almost 3hours waiting like no where
Not used with the poison inside.
It killing me tenderly softly
Search for the remedies to get cure
Wish not to get curse. Not to get hurt
Inside indeed is gently…need to pretend to get survive
Otherwise the different side was so bless but it is criminal that cruel
Waiting for killing and hunger for blood
Everything has their own ways to survive and brake out the problem
No doctors was certificate for it
Like in the Oprah winfrey show said..
There is no thing that cost a smile
No paid need for a laugh
And should thank god for that


When the time you smile you’ll laugh..is it true?
Sincerity of life…is it so hard to get?
There is no eye of angel leading you…
Are you dare to cry…shouting as a crazy child
Gambling for life…?
When you smile does it comes from heart?
Bite your lips, cross your finger…
It is not like licking finger feeling good..
It is just life that is not so fair but fairness enough to leave……..